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Name: naomi
Birthday: 3/28/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: i could tell you all about it. i could tell you why i doubt it
Expertise: sometimes i cross the street with my eyes shut
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AIM:  naomi356
Member Since:
9/2/2002
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| TheVoodooSeries (10:37:29 PM): just do what you need to do TheVoodooSeries (10:37:34 PM): cause untill you hit the TheVoodooSeries (10:37:36 PM): reality of yourself TheVoodooSeries (10:37:41 PM): and cut the bullshit TheVoodooSeries (10:37:47 PM): life is always gonna be a TheVoodooSeries (10:37:54 PM): fluff trip | | |
| i want peoples opinions: do you think pain, the kind that ooozes so deep in your heart, the kind where it makes you question the purpose of your life, your beliefs ETc..... do you think this kind of pain is necessary for a person's character development? or do you think there are ways to grow without this kind of pain with the same benefits? i can see both sides... but there are certain people i am thinking of, that remind me that pain can be a blessing in disguise .... | | |
| Life is like a circle. for some reaons this has been in my head a lot recentlyl. i cant just exempt the parts i hate. and focus on the best parts. they are all connected. and some how i need to learn to appreciate all aspects of my life. there needs to be harmony. im starting to inch forward. i have taken steps to confront the people i love that have hurt me. i am accepting that its okay to be angry. i have grown sharper. but at least i can feel true joy again. my heart is lighter already, as i continue on the journey of finding my 'authentic self'. sometimes it gets lost in the chaos of everyday, but im glad that i could pull back the covers and get out of bed. life is a bitch but im trying to take hold of the reigns. xoxo, naomz | | |
| I appreciated the silence in the waiting room to get the results of my blood test. I asked myself, what if they sat me down and told me I was going to die? What would I feel? After all, I have asked this of God probably one too many times.... would I start to feel scared at that very moment? God granted me my wish. so now what? would some of me be feeling happy? scared? resistant?
would my incomplete life outweigh the misery of what a day can bring?
or would my mind turn to reflection of the good moments. the happy ones, when i knew absolutely that God was right there. clarity. joy. family. friends. passions.
There is good parts of both; life and death.
and i'm glad that i came to this understanding, because why waste time wishing for the other, when it will come soon enough. and forever. That is not living in the present moment. and not a proactive perspective.
while im here, I can be useful. I may shed many tears in the process, but it's only for another "something something" years right? if im "lucky". and those "something something" years are YEARS that i shouldn't want to give up so easily. I have purpose here. even if its not always clear. even if its to support others. its still purpose.
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| the world is such a sad place, sometimes i wonder why i bother taking part of it............ sincerely. | | |
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